Yes, I am happy I made it to 'Google'. But always felt like I am not as smart as people I work with. Esp, full timers.
I worked so hard that at some point, i had severe headaches and uncertainty as to how to resolve something.
No one asks you, 'Hey, how are you?' except for work-related. It's as if you are here to 'do their job' and you don't have a life!
Yeah, I am talking negative about 'Google'. As I felt people were 'cold', don't care types.
The funny thing is, even if I have so many complaints, I still want to work here. As I love the 'tag', 'Google' as I feel, its the best company on earth. And don't want to leave.
Still remember the day I went to interview, the 'security' door didn't open. But, there were people coming and going 'in', and it's as if I was 'invisible' to them? They didn't care why I was staring at the 'door' trying to enter the office. No one even 'asked' me. I kind of felt the 'coldness' right there.
After I joined, initially the people were nice. But still 'nice' to only certain extent. And then, they didn't care much after that.
Don't know if it's the 'corporate' world or I am not 'fit' here may be, I am a 'negative' person as my husband says…haha.
I am not really 'negative' but may be I am just 'sensitive', I care about small things, not 'salaries'. And yes, I did get 'excited' about their 'free lunch'. However, when no one recognizes you, you feel left out.
